I am still shaken..
On my way back from a church service on Saturday afternoon I met with my REALITY. Most people do not know that I am a 'runaway bride' but this Saturday my running came to a screeching halt.
In my neighbourhood I am this disciplined, loving woman and mother who is loved and respected by everyone. One of the reasons is that I have brought peace and calm in the area, not that I am a 'peace revolutionist' but because the person who lived in the house before me was an extreme radical with an entourage of you know whos.
I was walking down the street and greeting Mrs X, who lives a few houses from me, as usual. From a distance I noticed a white bandage around her leg and asked, "is there something wrong with your legs?". She said yes. I felt a sudden pull and urge to go and see what was wrong with her. I went to her, I knelt down to look at her leg. A feeling that is very familiar from my distant past came over me and overwhelmed me. I lost myself. I have never seen a wound like this in my entire life. The whole leg is an open ulcer, the infection has eaten out all her inner and outer skin, I could feel the bone when I touched it.
I have seen this woman and greeted her many a times but I've never known or seen her pain. She has been suffering for many years, she has been to many doctors and different health practitioners to no avail.
I asked for a basin of water and some rough salt. She said she had only fine salt, I said its' fine. She didn't ask why. She stood up on her ailing legs, the other one full of blisters and fetched me the water. I cried to my Heavenly Father and asked for His intercession. I could feel His Promise, the Holy Spirit's presence as I immersed the lady's legs into the water, washing them with my bare hands and praying unto the Lord for her healing.
Here I was writing about Aging, the outer part (what we see) of our bodies, the skin, when there are deeper (t)issues to attend to.
I am a Faith Healer. In 2012 I left my job and my cosy life to follow my calling. I had my own healing practice under the guidance of the church, and I have healed many people with different ailments and conditions, Physical, Emotional and Spiritual. I have brought people and children back to life with the help of the Heavenly Father, broken homes and broken hearts have been put back together and a lot more. This was my Gift and it still is my Gift.
I took this journey for the love of my fellowmen and the love of God, for you cannot love the Creator and despise his Creation. I dedicated myself into servitude 24 hours a day, and 7 days a week.
My children, my husband and my family at large suffered because I had no time for them. My perfume manufacturing business under the Inzuzo for Women banner collapsed because I had no time for it. I had no stable income.
After two years of service I couldn't take it no more. I had to leave and forsake everything for my children's sake and to live a normal life again. I had to go and start a new life somewhere else where there are no cries for mercy early in the morning or at midnight. This was no easy decision, I cried a lot to God, I cried for the people, for the congregation and the unknown future that lay ahead.
Life has not been easy, because the non-sense life I left behind in the workplace at the beginning of all is worse than ever - the boardroom politics, power struggles, back-biting, etc.
This is the third and last leg of my life journey, I want to do right. Is the Universe calling me back again to serve the Lord and his people? Please help me, give me some perspective.
Nondi..
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